promises, promises and promises

Are promises made so that they can be broken?
How would you feel?
If someone made you a promise
and then the person never did what he or she promised
instead the person just walk off
without telling you why

No one should make a promise to another person
if that person is not capable of fulfilling it
hold on to your words
cause talk is cheap

I finally know now
cause you showed it very well
that promises were made to be broken

I hope someone breaks their promise to you
so you will know how it feels


I gotta stop filling my blog
ranting bout worthless human beings

on a good note
Real Madrid had sign Kaka
and he said
he is happy to be able to work alongside
Raul and CASILLAS..
woots

WELCOME TO REAL MADRID KAKA

I miss my precious so so much <3


-how many times am i going back and forth?-

Happy Or Sad, Life Still Goes On

Please ignore my previous post
I've deleted it actually

I MUST STOP BEING SO EMO

I MUST STOP THINKING SO MUCH

it's not good for my heart and brains

anyway
Pauline, Joe and I went to The Curve a few days back
got me to take my mind off things for some time...












hope u haven't forget how i look like





we went to Sakae Sushi for....brunch
at least i think it was brunch
we were there around 4 plus








promoters















yuumms











eat only know



then we jalan-jalan around Curve and Cineleisure
end up in...kiddies department
we are still kids in the heart
















































































our love for soft toys


after that Pauline n my feet start to hurt
so we decided to go for dinner to rest our feet
plus, we were planning to go pasar malam after that
so we went for dinner bout around 6 plus

we went to The Apartment for dinner
It's opposite Sakae Sushi
Next To TGIF



























some of their carbonated drinks come in a oldies bottle
damn cute







































the food there is so-so only
the dessert was damn yummy though
but it's a nice place to sit, talk and people watch


















my baked fish
tasted average-ish
the greens tasted weird though














Pau's pasta
tasteless for Pau
tasted funny to me...
maybe cause I'm not a big fan of herbs














Joe's lamb shank
Tasted yummy...according to him


















the chocolate baked pudding
or something like that
I can't remember dishes' name
it's really yummy
taste chocolate-ish
milo-ish and
coffee-ish

the concept of the restaurant is quite ok
simple and nice














the bar










i think this is the lounge

















the chandelier





we talked bout dramas while waiting for our dessert
needed around 15 minutes to prepare it
so it's fresh n hot

there were some emo moments during our discussion
oh well...
we were born to be emo...no?








































i love this shot


















































after that, we head off to ss2 pasar malam
bump into Dinesh at Adidas on our way to the car





that boy emo cause man utd lost the day b4






pasar malam was almost closing when we reached there
got some deco stuffs for Joe's car
and we were off

came back with blisters on my toes
didn't realize I had it though
after i showered
I did some pedicure
and when I held my toes to paint it
and
shit dammit..pain like asshole
and then only I realize that evil blister














should I give it up
U lied to me before
and I'm sure you can do it again
should I trust you?

U showed and taught me that promises were meant to be broken
U made it crystal clear by your actions
maybe it's not worth my time
but why can't I stop thinking?

Hmmm...

My horoscope for today

Go over the details again and again until you really feel as if you know what your next move is going to be and why. Then on the big day, be sure to communicate your thoughts clearly.

Très Bien

The chapter that I never complete

I was walking straight
all the way straight without looking back
I stumble unto things that tempt me to turn back
but I still decided to go on with my journey

It was all good
I was happy and
There it was
At the back of me
Catching up so close that I can feel it breathing down my neck
It's my past
my unresolved dramas
and here I was, thinking that I'm well ahead of it

I tried fighting, I tried running
but something inside me failed me
And here I am
questioning myself
coming up with more questions than answers
coming up with all the What Ifs and If Only(s)
not realizing that
no matter how much What Ifs and If Only(s) I think of
I still won't get the answer cause I did not do what I wanted to in the past

I thought I was strong and I can finally close that chapter
But I was wrong
Is it cause I keep telling myself that I'm on the right track?
Is it cause I close a part inside of me so I wont walk backwards?
and if I do that countless time I will finally believe that I'm on the right track
and I'm lying to myself cause I'm afraid of the truth?

I will never know unless I put on my brave face
pull up my courage
and face it, deal with it
whatever the outcome might be
good or bad
happy or sad

Should I close the chapter I told myself that it was history?
Or should I recreate back a new history?
I should now close my eyes and get some sleep.

I'm lost in the sea of thoughts

American Idol 8

CONGRATULATIONS TO......

KRISTOPHER NEIL ALLEN

For

Winning the

American Idol 2009

The best Kris Allen's songs for me is

Falling Slowly
Heartless
She Works Hard For The Money

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IKER CASILLAS

Happy 28th Birthday my precious.....!!!

Hope you'll have a more fantastic career
one that will be more amazing than the amazing-ness that you are having right now

I will always & forever love him
always had, always did, always will.....




HAPPY BIRTHDAY my <3














i know this is your best moment











and you grew up to be such a cutie









that got me so excited whenever i see him









and you're one hell of a generous man

I remember that he was only 21 when I 1st saw him
the age I'm suppose to be soon

Have a wonderful & fantastic birthday Iker!!!
<3

-to him I'm invisible but to me he's all that I can see-

Still breathing

I know I have been MIA again
and i shouldn't be since I'm currently
unemployed and i have no classes to attend
i really need to get my bum out of the chair to start finding a part time

anyway, the reason for being MIA is because...
I was in Ipoh for the whole of last week
the trip was quite nice actually...
except for some things..

I came back on Sunday
and my internet decided to pass away on tues
it came back alive on thurs though
so that explains why I was MIA

and I'm super sleepy now
have a full day of shopping and cam whoring tomorrow...or later is more precise
gonna zzzzzz...

pls don't give up on me just yet...

-now it's too late for you and your white horse-

Clubbing @ Scarlet, Damansara

Ya ya..I know...Finally I have post up proper pictures..
Anyway, a few weeks back I went to Scarlet with Renelle, Kiver and his buddies
Constance came and join us later on

It was a pretty hyper night
endless flow of alcohol
tsk tsk tsk
it was fun though..

Original plan was to go to MOS
but damn a lot of dramas happened
so last min decision was Scarlet














with Renew sayang












posers..cheh











Scarlet













kinda miss this place









the place was pretty dead now












Kiv and Nelle







3ofus
















and Cons came











he was helping me with the usual pose














hhmmm....












alcoholics












ya i know me too...







this one also..















and who says nerds don't party









we do..right??





ok..ok...toilet break
which also means cam whore time...
literally....
lots of OMG and WTH pictures coming right up









acting emo

















A: will you marry me Cons
C: I cant, I'm flying off to Aussie soon



















C: Will you marry me Renelle?and come to Aust with me
R: I can't, I love Amber...














C: will you marry me, Renelle doesn't want me
A: oh no, it's a bit too late...Im in love with Iker

ya ya i know
damn lame....












C, R, A (trying to make our initials)










i don't know what to say here












and here as well















Renelle goes horny..yuck












sexy













toodles for now





-don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you-