Just another day

I'm currently
-Jobless yet lazy wanna find one
-Damn bored from staying at home
-Damn fed up with some people


















having the damn flu now...bleh












ooooooooo..i miss him

-i'm gonna find someone someday whom might actually treat me well-

Jeng Jeng Jeng

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MABEL SPYKERMAN

XOXO

p/s: don't get too drunk

Leaving nothing but memories

I took this from this blog : Cynthia

Find it super meaningful and nice.....

Do you ever think about the friendships you've lost in your life?

Those people you've loved and lost in the past.
Ships that sailed in and out of your life, but have left their significant marks.
Everything around reminds you so fondly of them. Their names ring so bittersweet.

But while you ache to relive those moments again, you also know that they're over.
And rather than forcing it, you settle with acceptance; and watch those sailed ships quietly fade into nothing but memories left behind.



If there is one life lesson I have yet to learn, I think, it is to stop caring about people too much.
This applies to people who don't deserve it; and the ones who do, but they'll only leave in the end.
And therefore breaking my heart, whether they know it or not.


But once the dust has settled (and maybe a few tears shed), I suppose all there's left is acceptance.

I wonder though, if you think of me? As much as I think of you.
And how I've missed the good old days when we were inseparable. :)
Was it time that drew us apart. Or distance. Or simply our circumstances.
Was it my fault. Was it yours. Or do I simply blame life.

I hope you know, that just because I don't call anymore,
doesn't mean I don't miss you, and think about you all the time.

Moo Moo

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY PAULINE SIM

XOXO

p/s: glad that u're happy now

Addiction

Go listen to

Boys Like Girls- Thunder
James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado- Broken Strings

Danny Gokey- What Hurts The Most
Matt Giraud- You Found Me
Adam Lambert- Track Of My Tears
These 3 are this year's American Idol contestant so they are not the original singer of the songs


















currently reading Cecelia Ahern's A Place Called Here

-missing the precious one <3 -

No regrets

Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.

And it's too late for you and your white horse,
To catch me now.

A girl's life

at bout 12.50 am on sat,
Ashleigh called me

here's what happen

Ash: Let's go yum cha
Me: Now? damn late di..confirm parents don't let
Ash: Come la come la
Me: But its so damn late...i don have transport
Ash: We will come and pick you
Me: My parents wont let la
Ash: Go ask them now


Me: Mum, can i go yum cha with my friends now
Mum: Now? *looks at the time*..so late.....
Me: Can la can la
Mum: They come and pick you
Me: Ya
Mum: Ask ur father

Me: *looks at my dad* can?
Dad: *looks at the time with the confirm cannot face* so late already u noe
Me: can la can la
Dad: its almost 1am..so dangerous..cannot

and u know what, bout 20 min before Ash called me, my bro wen out to yum cha with his friends
so unfair

after calling Ash to tell her....

Me: so unfair..your son can go out but i can't
Mum: *looks at my dad* u explain to her
Dad: not to say unfair...so late di..your brother just go mamak a lil while oni
Me: me also wert...
Dad: yes ar? i thot u goin to........
Me: I'm not going to club la..who the hell goes club so late..if wanna go of course go ard 11 plus right
Mum: You're a girl and it's so late di..
Me: ya ya

Life Goes On

currently super addicted to gossip girl
season 2 seem to be more drama and emo

i'm craving for peppermint ice cream

currently reading Cecelia Ahern's Thanks For The Memories
heart the story

btw go listen to David Cook's new single
it's call Come Back To Me <3

I miss my Iker

-if you look closer, you could see the track of tears-

i must go pack my room
notes, papers and clothes everywhere
sigh....

Leona Lewis-Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

28.03.2009

Announcement of results was today
Pass my BTS

today was a day i wanna forget though
emo.hurt.disappointment.anger.hate

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE??

I'm Back...!!!

Hey People...!!!

I will be back soon k
been really really busy this term
damn long didn't blog
it took me a few minutes to think what was my password to log in

my exam will be ending on Wed
and i promise i'll start bloggin after that

xoxo

-tell me why are you so hard to forget, don't remind me, i'm not over it-

to you (you know who you are)- i'm happy with how things are right now =p

Still alive

I'm still alive
I'm just really
stress
busy
lazy

i must stop promising that i will update it
i will try my best to when i'm ranjai k

XOXO