The Rhythm Of My Life

it ain't getting any easier

2009-08-09T17:19:00.004+08:00

I had abandoned my blog for a pretty long time
I'm currently really really busy with college

started college on the 27th
did French placement test on the 1st day
since my French is half dead
my grammar and spelling was all cacated
but I was placed in the Advanced French class

was really stress trying to decide whether to change to Intermediate
or should I just stay
1st week of college was horrible
chaos everywhere
being thrown here and there
and 4th day into coll, I fell sick
it was horrible

anyway, i promise i will update this blog soonish
i have tons of pics yet to be uploaded here
but for now..it's back to assignments
tata

just in case you forgot how i look like

-falling slowly-

Redang-Day 1, Part 1

2009-07-22T13:57:00.002+08:00

Finally, I manage to upload the pictures
Anyway, this is a super long ago post
so sorry for the wait...

we started our 7 hours bus journey to Terengganu at 11pm (30062009)
it was a double decker bus
we got the upper deck
and it wasn't that comfortable

fifi boy

Renew sayang

we had a hard time sleeping in the bus
cause the seats was not spacious
and some people kept yapping away
and when i tried to sleep
the bus driver stopped for a toilet break

went back to the bus and tried to sleep again
after bout almost 2 hours
I almost fell asleep
and the bus driver decided to have a 30 min break
I don't know where we were that time though

got too bored outside so we went back to the bus
to cam whore-what else

that's Teck Waye
and Jenny

Alex and Janice

and then the journey continued
all the way to Terengganu bus stop
I managed to sleep a while

and I swear that every public toilet we go there
they will ask for money
i don't mind paying 20 cents
but the toilet was so so yucky and dirty
and dark
damn gross

anyway, we reached KT bus stop around 5+
almost 6
and the bus to the jetty doesn't arrive until 9
so we were send to this house by Pelangi Hotel people

we spend our time by making stupid lame jokes
laughed laughed and laughed
and the next thing we know was...
the bus was here...finally

the journey to the jetty was almost 1 hour
all of us fell into deep sleep in this bus
I wonder why

we waited for quite some time in the jetty
the speed boat finally came at 11..i think

the ride was quite nice
the boat driver made it extra bumpy and all
and i was at the back of the boat
so it was damn cunted

after 30 min ride on the boat
we reached our paradise

while waiting for the briefing
which Fifi don't understand
cause it was converse in Mandarin
and i understand bout....20% of it
I'm a sad Chinese..I know

after having Kiver translate the briefing to us
we headed to our room...
we had 3 rooms altogether

room 1- alex, fifi and me
room 2- renelle and kiver...AHEMMMM
room 3- teck waye, jenny and janice

my bed

1st thing I did when we reached the room
threw all my stuff on the huge bed
and declared it was mine...lol

we quickly changed
and i put on my tanning oil and we headed to the beach

that's our
block

check out the beach a bit bit

I wanted to suntan
but Fifi and the rest was hungry
so I went for lunch with them

went back to the room to touch up on my tanning oil
and Fifi decided to join me in the tanning session

tanned ourselves for bout an hour
and we headed off for our own snorkeling
I need the guys to teach me how to snorkel
cause I don't know how to swim
and I'm scared of deep water

after practicing and preparing myself for what to expect
we joined the hotel divers and other people for snorkeling
it was pretty damn scary for me
I'm super afraid of deep water
so whenever I look down
I will freak out
and the fishes were nibbling me when i feed them

after bout 2 hours out in the sea
we headed back to the beach
and it's playtime..woots

we played, we laughed, we cam whored
and then, we bumped into PY and Eddie

After that, we went back to the room to shower
and get ready for dinner

That's Ah Boon
a guy we made friends with over there

Stay tune for more Redang updates....

poyoness

2009-07-20T15:47:00.002+08:00

stupid blogspot

i don't know what the hell is wrong with it
I can't upload my pictures..
aarrgghhh

Nokia 6600 Slide

2009-07-13T15:08:00.002+08:00

I was requested by a few people to do a little review on my cell
I have it for almost 3 weeks now
so far it's still good

it's pretty tiny compared to my previous Nokia 7610

this phone has the usual thing a phone has
Bluetooth
MMS
Email
Video calls
all the usual things basically

the downside of this phone is..
the speaker is at the bottom of the phone's back
you can see it in the top pic
the back of the phone
at the bottom
the tiny little turquoise thing
that's the speaker
so if i put my phone facing upwards
i can't really hear when it rings

so normally i will put my phone with the back facing upwards
and if i place it in my bag or my pants/jeans
i will normally put it in a pouch
and the pouch will cover most of the sound
still able to hear when it rings though
just a pretty soft volume

other than that,
i heart my phone
i upgraded my memory card to 4gb
so i can upload damn a lot of songs in it

the guy from the store installed like hundreds of songs for me
and damn a lot of games too
so i've been busy exploring my phone
the battery last me bout 3-4 days
i think it will be longer
if i text lesser
listen to music lesser
take pictures lesser
and play games lesser...

that's bout what i have to say bout this phone
its good for now
we'll see how it goes after a while
hmmm...

red indian <3

2009-07-06T15:24:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK

i'm burned like a red indian

I miss everything bout Redang already

Stay tune for my Redang post <3

Everything S- Sunnies, Sun, Sea, Sand, Sun tanning and Star gazing

2009-06-29T00:42:00.005+08:00

Went to RedBox yesterday
Met up with Jamie and Pau
Mabel came and surprise us later

Did some shopping
and lots of walking

Doing more shopping tomorrow..i mean later
Super duper tired now
went Pyramid around 10+
came back around 7+

made some Maggi and eat
while watching Spain vs South Africa
was quite surprise Iker Casillas is playing
thought Del Bosque will give Diego Lopez a chance

was trying my hardest to stay awake midway through the game
was awake back for the 2nd half
then South Africa scored at the 73rd minute
aarrgghh

and at the 85th minute

Me: Damn boring game

Dad: If Spain wins means not boring la

then suddenly Guiza scored at the 88th min

Me: aaaaaarrrrrrrrr...yeah..damn nice game

Dad: now nice la...

then Guiza score again at the 90th
and I screamed even louder
but suddenly SA scored at the injury stoppage time
aarrghhh
must play extra time

Iker Casillas made a few saves in ET
Alonso scored a free kick for Spain
and it turns out to be a winner
Thus, Spain finished 3rd in the Confed Cup

having a massive headache now
i need to tuck myself into my bed and blanket
and get some rest

I'm off to paradise for a few days
sun, sea, sand here I come
yeah to sun tanning and star gazing <3

all my bags are pack, I'm ready to go (so not pack yet)
die die die...

-sleep 1st, pack later-

Iker Casillas will be a White for life

2009-06-26T16:14:00.006+08:00

First of all, I'm delighted to know that
Real Madrid had finally decided to sign a defender
They'd been bidding for strikers, wingers and midfielders
when the obvious problem in Real is their defense

so FINALLY,
they signed
Raul Albiol Tortajada
from Valencia

I'm sure he will adapt well
since he's a Spanish
and he has his international teammate to help out:-
Iker Casilas, Sergio Ramos & Ruben De La Red

WELCOME TO THE CLUB RAUL ALBIOL

another good news,
Iker Casillas says he will stay
told you so..woots

Madridista angel
for life

here's an article from www.guardian.co.uk

Real Madrid goalkeeper Iker Casillas maintains his future is at the Bernabéu following reports linking him with Manchester United.

Reports in the both the Spanish and English media suggested United were looking to invest some of the £80m they are set to receive from Madrid for Cristiano Ronaldo on Casillas. However, Casillas was quoted by AS as saying: "There is absolutely nothing, neither from United nor another club. Neither my agent nor Madrid have informed me of any offer, and nobody has called me either."

The 28-year-old has been a regular for his hometown club since making his debut in 1999. In February 2008 he signed a new contract, tying him to Real until the completion of the 2016-17 season, and the Spain captain insists he is looking to see the deal through.

"I have a contract with Madrid until 2017 and what I'm thinking about is completing it. Everybody knows Madrid are in my heart and that I'm a White until I die. I joined Real Madrid as a child and Madrid is my home."

Casillas added: "The fans should be calm, there is nothing at all from Manchester [United] or any other club. I'm from Spain and from Madrid, and that's it."

Why is he so damn handsome??
damn it
<3

-Everybody knows Madrid are in my heart and that I'm a White until I die-

R.I.P. Michael Jackson, Farrah Fawcett & Ed McMahon

2009-06-26T16:52:00.008+08:00

This week's been weird
in the celebrity world to be precise
three celebrities passed away in the space of 3 days

most of the details below are from Wikipedia

Ed McMahon

1st of all on June 23th 2009
Ed McMahon passed away from bone cancer

He was an American comedian, game show host, announcer, and television personality. Most famous for his work on television as Johnny Carson's announcer on The Tonight Show from 1962 to 1992, also as the host of the talent show Star Search from 1983 to 1995, also co-hosting with Dick Clark on TV's Bloopers and Practical Jokes from 1982 to 1986, he also became well-known as the presenter of the now-defunct American Family Publishers sweepstakes (not, as is commonly believed, its main rival Publishers Clearing House).

McMahon annually co-hosted the Jerry Lewis Labor Day Telethon. He performed in numerous television commercials, most notably for Budweiser. In the 1970s and 1980s, he anchored the team of NBC personalities conducting the network's coverage of the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade. McMahon appeared in several films, including The Incident (1967), Fun With Dick and Jane (1977), Full Moon High (1981), and Butterfly (1982), as well as briefly in the film version of Bewitched (2005). According to Entertainment Weekly he is considered one of the "greatest sidekicks".

R.I.P. Edward Leo Peter "Ed" McMahon, Jr. (March 6, 1923 – June 23, 2009)

Farrah Fawcett

And on June 25th 2009
Farrah Fawcett passed away from anal cancer

She was an American actress. A multiple Golden Globe and Emmy Award nominee, Fawcett rose to international fame when she first appeared as private investigator Jill Munroe in the TV series Charlie's Angels in 1976. Fawcett later appeared off-Broadway to the approval of critics and in highly rated television movies in roles often challenging (The Burning Bed, Nazi Hunter: The Beate Klarsfeld Story, Poor Little Rich Girl: The Barbara Hutton Story, Margaret Bourke-White) and sometimes unsympathetic (Small Sacrifices). Fawcett was also a pop culture figure whose hairstyle was emulated by millions of young women and whose poster sales broke records, making her an international sex symbol in the 1970s and 1980s.

R.I.P. Farrah Fawcett (February 2, 1947 — June 25, 2009)

Farrah Fawcett was suppose to wed her bf, Ryan O'Neal
but she didn't make it in time for the day

Michael Jackson

and the most shocking of all
also on June 25th 2009
Michael Jackson, the King of Pop
passed away from heart attack

He was an American recording artist and entertainer. The seventh child of the Jackson family, he debuted on the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. Referred to as the "King of Pop" in subsequent years, four of his solo studio albums are among the world's best-selling records: Off the Wall (1979), Bad (1987), Dangerous (1991) and HIStory (1995), while his 1982 Thriller is the world's best-selling record of all time.

In the early 1980s, he became a dominant figure in popular music and the first African-American entertainer to amass a strong crossover following on MTV. The popularity of his music videos airing on MTV, such as "Beat It", "Billie Jean" and Thriller—credited for transforming the music video into an art form and a promotional tool—helped bring the relatively new channel to fame. Videos such as "Black or White" and "Scream" made Jackson an enduring staple on MTV in the 1990s. With stage performances and music videos, Jackson popularized a number of physically complicated dance techniques, such as the robot and the moonwalk. His distinctive musical sound and vocal style influenced many hip hop, pop and contemporary R&B artists.

One of the few artists to have been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame twice, his other achievements include multiple Guinness World Records—including one for "Most Successful Entertainer of All Time"—13 Grammy Awards, 13 number one singles in his solo career—more than any other male artist in the Hot 100 era. Jackson's highly publicized personal life, coupled with his successful career, made him a part of popular culture for almost four decades. He died unexpectedly on June 25, 2009, aged 50, of a suspected cardiac arrest or heart attack. The specific cause of death is yet to be determined.

R.I.P. Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

His death has been rather shocking
no one expected it
nonetheless, his doctor said MJ has been under medication for some time

so I think the medicine affected him in one way or another
he will be missed by a lot of people

it's rather weird to see people
criticizing MJ for his surgery
his actions on certain occasions

things where
- he held his child over the balcony
- he molest a child
- him wearing his PJ's to court

and now people are saying
- poor MJ
- he died too young
and all the tra la las

No one has a perfect life
normal people do an even bizarre actions compared to MJ
MJ's actions look serious cause
he is a famous icon
- so people tend to interfere more than they should
- interpret more than they should
- exaggerate more than they should

it's been such a loss to lose this 3 celebrities
still shock over MJ's
Farrah Fawcett and Ed McMahon's death has been expected (no offense)
I mean, they'd been sick for quite some time
and they suffered

but not MJ
he has been sick for some time
but he wasn't suffering at the Farrah Fawcett's stage
I'm not sure how Ed McMahon suffered though

this is life,
appreciate who you have
appreciate your own life
sometimes, in life
you will not know what will happen

and as for me
I won't say I'm a huge fan of these 3 celebrities
but I like MJ's songs
he was really an amazing artist

Spain's Out...!!!

2009-06-25T16:33:00.005+08:00

Spain is out of the Confederations Cup
They lost 2-0 to USA
what a sad sad day

USA was awesome, their defense was near perfection
Spain was good too
but they couldn't break down the USA defense
The Spaniards got nervous when they conceded
so they were rushing into any attack
mis passing and mis controlling and all
and they were so busy attacking that they left the defense vulnerable

well done to team USA
they were the better team tonight
Spain was good but USA was better
it's sad to say that..

oh well,
like what Iker said
"We had to lose one day"

i agree with what he says,
even a great team will have to lose one day
no team will keep a perfect record
still love them and Iker Casillas nonetheless

United they stand to demolish Racism in the football world

I hate to see Iker sad
damn sad,
I think I'm sadder for his behalf
than to the team's behalf

Spain will now stay in South Africa till Sunday
for the 3rd place play-off
then it will be back to Madrid for holiday
won't be able to see him play till August
unless Astro shows the Peace Cup tournaments
and Real Madrid's friendly games

all the best to the Spanish National Team

<3 & Interest

2009-06-21T15:04:00.014+08:00

I feel much better now
thanks to whoever that had invented inhalers

anyway,
i'm sad to announce that my cell phone of 3 yrs +
had passed away on Tuesday
it's been half dead for almost 2 months now
and it died not so peacefully

the batt was low, i took and charge it
and *poof* whole screen went blank
can't on it nemore
my contacts are gone

R.I.P my 7610

I told my dad bout my phone
cause I need to borrow his credit card to get a new one
cause my cash is in the bank
and....long story la

here's how it went

Me: You know what, my phone died
can't on anymore

Dad: hahahaha (bout for 5 seconds)
so now what?

Me: I wanna get a new one but I don't have so much cash on hand now,
need to borrow from you

Dad: Damn clever ar you, get the 200-300 bucks one la
you have that much cash now right

Me: No, I need camera and music

Dad: You have your own cam di right and you bring it everywhere

Me: Ya, but I don't bring it to college, I need to take pics in college

Dad: Just get the cheap phones

Me: No, damn cacat

Dad: Ok ok, I'll bring you next week

I have my eyes set on 2 cells
read some reviews and all
these 2 is quite ok
have some flaws though
but all phones do right

Nokia 6600 slide

Nokia 6210 Navigator

Which one do you think I should get??
Think I will decide when Im buying
kinda like the 6600 more

anyway, Rafael Nadal pulled out of Wimbledon
damn sad shit
he's injured so he decided not to force himself
he can't defend his title
so he's gonna loose lots of points
and the world no 1
damn it!!!

get well soon Rafa!!!

i guess I won't be following Wimbledon so much now
damn the tennis organizers
organize so damn many tournaments
my Dad has some kind of hatred against Rafa cause I like him
he's a Federer fan
aarrgghh

Me: Rafa out of Wimbledon

Dad: haha. that's a good news

Me: Cause Fed won't have a tough challenge nemore. Shit

As much as my dad annoy the hell out of me sometimes,
I still wanna wish him...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

and to all the Daddies out there as well

David Cook's been recording a video for his song Permanent
the song for his brother
who passed away in May

He say, they had to stop a few times while recording it
cause they were tearing
damn emo
can't wait to watch the video

been watching lots of David Cook video on youtube
super hook on him and his voice
<3

and the most shocking news of all,
Man Utd want my Iker
actually its not that shocking
cause Man Utd has always wanted Iker
what I'm shock is MU knows Iker won't leave
but why they still try to get him??

anyway Iker won't leave Real,
he has a contract till 2017
so man utd have to pay the buy-out clause for him
plus the real price of Iker
which basically is PRICELESS

Iker has been offer a salary that is
4-5 times more of what he earn in Real before and yet,
he still rejected it
just imagine,
he earn bout 8 million euros a yr
and the club is offering him bout 40 million euros
and yet he still rejects
that shows that Iker is loyal to his club
He is born to play for Real Madrid

always and forever a Madridista

Real's guardian angel

but if Perez were to sell Iker
I will fly to Spain and kill Perez man
he will be dumb to sell a player that saves Real's asses countless of times

i have faith in Iker but not Perez
IKER CASILLAS-MADRIDISTA
MADRIDISTA-IKER CASILLAS
PERIOD.

I love the Real Madrid's new kit
I hope I can find a Casillas' jersey
been looking for his ori jersey but I can't seem to find it

the new font of the back part
with two gold stripe
damn nice <3

this will be printed on the front
on the player's left will be the crest
and the new logo is on the player's right

It's actually printed ESB 1947
ESB-Estadio Santiago Bernabeu
and the shape is the shape of the stadium
double <3

Here's a video of Iker Casillas learning how to speak English
Pepe Reina is teaching him
Reina is Liverpool's keeper
he's also a Spanish
but he's 2nd behind Iker in the national team
Reina english is good cause his club is base in England

Iker is so damn omg HANDSOME here
and his accent
gosh-ness

-in my dreams, u were perfect, but when i woke up, u shattered it-

High on Iker & Hook on Cook!!!

2009-06-17T16:05:00.007+08:00

gosh-ness, the weather's been horrible
it's so damn hot
and as usual
when the weather is bad-my health is bad

having flu almost everyday
which led to sore throat
which will lead to coughing
and lastly asthma
may God bless my soul

the daddy asked me to go out
jalan-jalan and get fresh air
but once I step out,
i can't stop sweating
how to jalan-jalan in this kinda weather
you tell me, how?

I wake up around 11
the weather is already hot by then
and by evening, I'll be too lazy to go out
and I'm not allow to jalan-jalan alone after 6

maybe cause I sleep late all the time
I sleep when people are awake
and awake when people are asleep
I've been watching the repeat of American Idol
David Cook's season <3

and I've been reading story books
couldn't seem to put the book down once I start
borrowed the books from Pauline
I love Sugar Daddy

and I've been searching for Iker pictures
and watching him on youtube
I dreamt of myself watching Iker on youtube last night

but I swear I drink lots of H2O everyday
I need to pee every hour
cause i keep filling my stomach with water
aarrgghh

neway, I went to Chillis for a family lunch last Sat
went to the 1U outlet
no pichas though
not good to cam-whore
and keep snapping pictures when the grandparents is around
the food portion in Chillis is freaking huge
the food isn't too bad
that's basically what i did during the weekend
and oh ya, some shopping

I swear that I'm super high on Iker right now
and super hook on David Cook

stupid flowing nose
making me damn sleepy
gonna tido a lil while

toodles for now peeps

-my heart is my possession-

16062002- 7 Years <3

2009-06-16T15:02:00.007+08:00

16th of June has finally arrived
been wondering who this Casillas guy was
found out his 1st name
IKER CASILLAS

at 1st i thought it was pronounce as
I-KER CA-SI-LLAS

and so on the 16th of June 2002
i decided to watch this Iker guy play
it was Spain Vs Rep of Ireland
I kept asking my dad all sorts of questions

Iker was amazing in that match
saving 3 penalties to help Spain advance
The dad told me that penalties aren't always easy to save
and that made me decide that Iker Casillas will be my new hobby

I found out lots bout him on the net
found out his club- Real Madrid
added that club as my new hobby

I started watching and learning football when the football season starts
fell in love with football
fell even more in love with Real Madrid and Iker

and found out that his name is actually pronounced as
E-KER CA-SI-YYAS

Turns out that this hobby has turned 7 years old
In this 7 years
I've spend endless amount of cash to get Iker's related stuff
his figurine
his jersey
magazines
posters
and all sorts of football stuffs

and in this 7 years, Iker's career and life did affect me
I stayed up in the early hours of the morning to watch his match
crying at times when his team loses
rejoice when his team wins
debating and arguing for him

and during this 7 years
Iker Casillas won 2 La Liga
He lifted the Euro 2008 for his country
He took 4th place for the Ballon D'Or
a truly amazing career

Ironically, the day I saw Iker on the tv,
Spain was playing South Africa
and 7 years later
which is now
He is in South Africa
for Confederations Cup for his country

I know all of this doesn't make any sense to u people
but it does to me
though he isn't in my life literally
though he's a celebrity that will never know of my existence
though he's a dream that will never come true
I will still love him
he's a tattoo in my heart which I can't ever erase

love him then, love him now, love him forever

stop asking me to stop loving him, cause I won't
stop asking me to stop dreaming of him, cause I won't
stop asking me why I love him, cause I myself do not know the answer

he will always be someone I will never have

-to him I'm invisible but to me he's all that I can see-

The day I saw him...

2009-06-12T15:00:00.007+08:00

7 years ago,
exactly on this date,
I on the tv
and open the cupboard to search for a movie to watch
World Cup was on that time
back then, all I know bout football was
David Beckham and Michael Owen

Then, I lifted my head a bit to look at the tv
they were playing each team's national anthem
and they were showing the starting 11 one by one
and then.....
jeng jeng jeng

*TA DA*

there he was,
I saw the cutest guy ever in history
damn cute can die k

so i closed the cupboard,
sit down n watch the match
don't bloody understand football back then

then I ask my dad

"Who's is Spain's goalkeeper?"

"Casillas"

"Who?"

"Casillas"

"Oh"

Spain was playing South Africa back then
and they won
don't ask me how I remember all this
I just do, I don't even know why

the next day,
quickly check the papers for Spain's next match
it was on the 16th of June
die die also must watch that match...

and he's still as cute as ever <3

-to him, I'm invisible but to me, he's all that I can see-

Shou Yan's 21st and Karaoke

2009-06-10T15:16:00.018+08:00

On the 4th of June
Renelle, Kiver and I went to Cheras to give Shou Yan a surprise for her 21st
her real bday is on the 5th
but she wasn't free on that day

and as predicted, we got lost in Cheras
reached her house 9+
Syan was showering
so 3 of us ran to the kitchen to lit up the candle

mini donuts

after that she came out of her shower
and we sang Happy Birthday
she was SHOCK
she was crying...LoL

after that we went Kajang to eat satay
yuumms...

4ofus

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SHOU YAN <3

the next day
went to Pyramid...again
was a really emo day for me

wanted to watch movie but
there was 3 of us
and 3 of us wanted different movies
so we decided not to watch
haha

and we went to....
Redbox...
sang for 4 hours only
cause school holidays
so they didn't have the 3 hrs package
the last time we went Redbox,
we sang for 7 hours
so 4 hours is consider short for ppl like us

choosing
emo songs

and then WesWes came
sang with us for quite some time
and he was off to find the gf

and then
Renelle msg me and ask me whether wanna go Curve to watch 17 Again
after i ask Pau and Joe
they agreed
so we did some shopping in Pyramid
and we were off to Curve

bluek

went to Cineleisure and 17 Again was selling fast
left the front row
and since we were at the counter
and we didn't wanna hold that line
so we decided to watch Hannah Montana

the movie was ok...
i love the songs in it though

the must
have toilet pic

and we were off to Bubba Gump for dinner
the service there was horrible
I went to the outlet in Pyramid before
and they were friendly
and the food was nice
but this outlet's food are rather so-so

something something baked rice
this rice was...below average
I shared with Pau
but we didn't finish it
the one in Pyramid was yummier though

don't know what chicken
I'm never good when it comes to dishes' name
this chicken was above average

bye for now
need to find something to heal my crumbling heart

-memories are all i have, but i wish i can erase that one part-

promises, promises and promises

2009-06-09T16:45:00.007+08:00

Are promises made so that they can be broken?
How would you feel?
If someone made you a promise
and then the person never did what he or she promised
instead the person just walk off
without telling you why

No one should make a promise to another person
if that person is not capable of fulfilling it
hold on to your words
cause talk is cheap

I finally know now
cause you showed it very well
that promises were made to be broken

I hope someone breaks their promise to you
so you will know how it feels

I gotta stop filling my blog
ranting bout worthless human beings

on a good note
Real Madrid had sign Kaka
and he said
he is happy to be able to work alongside
Raul and CASILLAS..
woots

WELCOME TO REAL MADRID KAKA

I miss my precious so so much <3

-how many times am i going back and forth?-

Happy Or Sad, Life Still Goes On

2009-06-03T15:03:00.027+08:00

Please ignore my previous post
I've deleted it actually

I MUST STOP BEING SO EMO

I MUST STOP THINKING SO MUCH

it's not good for my heart and brains

anyway
Pauline, Joe and I went to The Curve a few days back
got me to take my mind off things for some time...

hope u haven't forget how i look like

we went to Sakae Sushi for....brunch
at least i think it was brunch
we were there around 4 plus

promoters

yuumms

eat only know

then we jalan-jalan around Curve and Cineleisure
end up in...kiddies department
we are still kids in the heart

our love for soft toys

after that Pauline n my feet start to hurt
so we decided to go for dinner to rest our feet
plus, we were planning to go pasar malam after that
so we went for dinner bout around 6 plus

we went to The Apartment for dinner
It's opposite Sakae Sushi
Next To TGIF

some of their carbonated drinks come in a oldies bottle
damn cute

the food there is so-so only
the dessert was damn yummy though
but it's a nice place to sit, talk and people watch

my baked fish
tasted average-ish
the greens tasted weird though

Pau's pasta
tasteless for Pau
tasted funny to me...
maybe cause I'm not a big fan of herbs

Joe's lamb shank
Tasted yummy...according to him

the chocolate baked pudding
or something like that
I can't remember dishes' name
it's really yummy
taste chocolate-ish
milo-ish and
coffee-ish

the concept of the restaurant is quite ok
simple and nice

the bar

i think this is the lounge

the chandelier

we talked bout dramas while waiting for our dessert
needed around 15 minutes to prepare it
so it's fresh n hot

there were some emo moments during our discussion
oh well...
we were born to be emo...no?

i love this shot

after that, we head off to ss2 pasar malam
bump into Dinesh at Adidas on our way to the car

that boy emo cause man utd lost the day b4

pasar malam was almost closing when we reached there
got some deco stuffs for Joe's car
and we were off

came back with blisters on my toes
didn't realize I had it though
after i showered
I did some pedicure
and when I held my toes to paint it
and
shit dammit..pain like asshole
and then only I realize that evil blister

should I give it up
U lied to me before
and I'm sure you can do it again
should I trust you?

U showed and taught me that promises were meant to be broken
U made it crystal clear by your actions
maybe it's not worth my time
but why can't I stop thinking?

The chapter that I never complete

2009-05-25T02:45:00.006+08:00

I was walking straight
all the way straight without looking back
I stumble unto things that tempt me to turn back
but I still decided to go on with my journey

It was all good
I was happy and
There it was
At the back of me
Catching up so close that I can feel it breathing down my neck
It's my past
my unresolved dramas
and here I was, thinking that I'm well ahead of it

I tried fighting, I tried running
but something inside me failed me
And here I am
questioning myself
coming up with more questions than answers
coming up with all the What Ifs and If Only(s)
not realizing that
no matter how much What Ifs and If Only(s) I think of
I still won't get the answer cause I did not do what I wanted to in the past

I thought I was strong and I can finally close that chapter
But I was wrong
Is it cause I keep telling myself that I'm on the right track?
Is it cause I close a part inside of me so I wont walk backwards?
and if I do that countless time I will finally believe that I'm on the right track
and I'm lying to myself cause I'm afraid of the truth?

I will never know unless I put on my brave face
pull up my courage
and face it, deal with it
whatever the outcome might be
good or bad
happy or sad

Should I close the chapter I told myself that it was history?
Or should I recreate back a new history?
I should now close my eyes and get some sleep.

I'm lost in the sea of thoughts

Hmmm...

2009-05-25T10:55:00.001+08:00

My horoscope for today

Go over the details again and again until you really feel as if you know what your next move is going to be and why. Then on the big day, be sure to communicate your thoughts clearly.

Très Bien

American Idol 8

2009-05-23T16:17:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO......

KRISTOPHER NEIL ALLEN

For

Winning the

American Idol 2009

The best Kris Allen's songs for me is

Falling Slowly
Heartless
She Works Hard For The Money

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IKER CASILLAS

2009-05-20T14:28:00.010+08:00

Happy 28th Birthday my precious.....!!!

Hope you'll have a more fantastic career
one that will be more amazing than the amazing-ness that you are having right now

I will always & forever love him
always had, always did, always will.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my <3

i know this is your best moment

and you grew up to be such a cutie

that got me so excited whenever i see him

and you're one hell of a generous man

I remember that he was only 21 when I 1st saw him
the age I'm suppose to be soon

Have a wonderful & fantastic birthday Iker!!!
<3

-to him I'm invisible but to me he's all that I can see-

Still breathing

2009-05-15T03:52:00.002+08:00

I know I have been MIA again
and i shouldn't be since I'm currently
unemployed and i have no classes to attend
i really need to get my bum out of the chair to start finding a part time

anyway, the reason for being MIA is because...
I was in Ipoh for the whole of last week
the trip was quite nice actually...
except for some things..

I came back on Sunday
and my internet decided to pass away on tues
it came back alive on thurs though
so that explains why I was MIA

and I'm super sleepy now
have a full day of shopping and cam whoring tomorrow...or later is more precise
gonna zzzzzz...

pls don't give up on me just yet...

-now it's too late for you and your white horse-

Clubbing @ Scarlet, Damansara

2009-04-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

Ya ya..I know...Finally I have post up proper pictures..
Anyway, a few weeks back I went to Scarlet with Renelle, Kiver and his buddies
Constance came and join us later on

It was a pretty hyper night
endless flow of alcohol
tsk tsk tsk
it was fun though..

Original plan was to go to MOS
but damn a lot of dramas happened
so last min decision was Scarlet

with Renew sayang

posers..cheh

Scarlet

kinda miss this place

the place was pretty dead now

Kiv and Nelle

3ofus

and Cons came

he was helping me with the usual pose

hhmmm....

alcoholics

ya i know me too...

this one also..

and who says nerds don't party

we do..right??

ok..ok...toilet break
which also means cam whore time...
literally....
lots of OMG and WTH pictures coming right up

acting emo

A: will you marry me Cons
C: I cant, I'm flying off to Aussie soon

C: Will you marry me Renelle?and come to Aust with me
R: I can't, I love Amber...

C: will you marry me, Renelle doesn't want me
A: oh no, it's a bit too late...Im in love with Iker

ya ya i know
damn lame....

C, R, A (trying to make our initials)

i don't know what to say here

and here as well

Renelle goes horny..yuck

sexy

toodles for now

-don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you-

boo...

2009-04-26T02:08:00.003+08:00

connection's been rather shitty lately

will put up pictures from Scarlet and Bubba Gum.........soon.

-i'm not a princess and this ain't a fairytale-

The Web Genius???

2009-04-22T14:23:00.002+08:00

Got to know this game from teefernee

Its like a guessing game. "The Genie" can guess who you are thinking of. Whether dead or alive, young or old, real or fictional character, famous or not famous.

It's damn addictive and one that will make you go WTH

I was thinking of Iker and The Genie got it correct
And I asked my mum to play and The Genie got correct (My mum was tinking of Nicole Kidman)
But at the third try, The Genie losed (I was thinking of David Cook)

Go and try...
Akinator

David Cook-Permanent

2009-04-20T02:04:00.005+08:00

David Cook wrote this song with a few other people
It's specially dedicated to David's brother, Adam Cook who is having brain cancer

Is this the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you`ll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if i tell you i won`t go away today
Will you think that you`re all alone
When no one`s there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I`m permanent

I know he`s living in hell every single day
And so i ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it`s all touch and go i wish i could make it go away
But still you say
Will you think that you`re all alone when no one`s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I`m permanent
I`m permanent

Is the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you`ll never see me cry

-emo lyrics and song-

and he got an AC (Adam Cook) initial tattoo
the same initial on his white electric guitar

-heart David Cook-